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Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Wednesday, May 13, 2009
u suck.
Dude, my experience with the playa h8rs is just about over. I talked to a good soul today, and he reminded me that these rooms... they're full of evil!
and so i'll just mute and remember always that u guys suck,
and i rock.
:)
and so i'll just mute and remember always that u guys suck,
and i rock.
:)
Monday, May 11, 2009
i wanna sink.
i just wanna sink into the ground right now.
and sleep oh sweet sleep.
it's almost 2 am.
my lover is telling me to get a life insurance policy.
and it makes me cry.
i don't want him to die.
i am tired.
i want to sleep.
i want to not eat for days
and live off of coffee and nicotine.
i want to slip away.
into unconsciousness.
until tomorrow.
and sleep oh sweet sleep.
it's almost 2 am.
my lover is telling me to get a life insurance policy.
and it makes me cry.
i don't want him to die.
i am tired.
i want to sleep.
i want to not eat for days
and live off of coffee and nicotine.
i want to slip away.
into unconsciousness.
until tomorrow.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Saturday, May 9, 2009
New Domain Coming Soon.
A couple of months ago I applied for a scholarship to Ashford University Online. I checked out the site earlier and only one winner has been selected thus far, but there's about 10 more scholarship recipients. It's for a four year full ride. GOlly man that would be shhweet.
Friday, May 8, 2009
Aha!
So after all of the critical remarks today, I found a piece of serenity in knowing I've arrived.
All These Things I've Done -- The Killers
If you ever get the chance to see The Killers live, DO IT! They are an awesome show. :) Missletoe Jam, Atlanta, GA, Dec. 2006
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
...
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and out, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on
I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
Help me out
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
...
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the blackburner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and out, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
If you can hold on
Verbal Diarrhea man
Why?
Why bother?
God, please damn that man
the man that spews verbal diarrhea
all over the inter-web.
Why bother?
God, please damn that man
the man that spews verbal diarrhea
all over the inter-web.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
matthew 5:44
"Love your enemies, bless them that curse you, do good to them that hate you, and pray for them which despitefully use you, and persecute you." -Matthew 5:44
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Guess Again My Nigga!
yea so yesterday i thought about closing this blog. and started thinking about why? WHY the FUCK would I close this blog, simply because somebody calls me an idiot? Yea, it hurt my feelings, but then I start thinking, "Hey, I might be on drugs, but I'm not stupid."
I do things. I am a mother. A writer. A designer. I go to school, and work from home. I have a beautiful family, with a loving husband and great grandparents for my beautiful daughter. I have my faith, I have confidence, and I have strength. I am not afraid of the critics and the hecklers out there in the world, because there are two types of people; those who do, and those who ridicule.
So after I got offline, I went and watched Heckler by Jamie Kennedy on Showtime. And it reminded me of these things, that somebody that calls you an idiot is just trying to get a rise out of you. They are trying to make themselves feel better for being a nobody who has never accomplished anything in their meaningless life.
I look at you, girl, and I see your sadness. And it hurts my heart to think that you live in such a miserable state of mind, that you don't have anything better to do than criticize others to make yourself feel better.
Yea, I might not "get it," I might be an "idiot," and on drugs, but you know what? I'm going somewhere. I'm going to be somebody. I'm making a name for myself. I have a 3.6 GPA and went to school my entire pregnancy. I had a csection and was ready to start my next quarter when my daughter was a week old. So I went to school, hurting and doped up, walked into that classroom, and decided that the pain was well worth it.
Because I LOVE adobe. I LOVE painting and creating and slicing and disolving and pen points and distortion and watermarks and blur and the ability to choose from like... a BILLION colors! and I LOVE to write! I love to write about people that hate on me. And I pray for people that hate me. And I wonder to myself, "Why? Why do they waste their time trying to bring me down off my high? BUZZKILL NIGGA.
I am a woman of the crucifix. Jesus Christ is my saivor, and I try to walk in his footsteps, and I never will walk the exact path, but I can walk beside Him. And because of that, you will never bring me down again. And I will keep being me and I'll continue to call the cops if i think some chick is getting beat up by some dude twice her size, and I will NOT think twice about it. Because guess what PUNK NIGGA!! I'm SAVED and I'm Free and I'm happy and there's nothing that you or anybody else will be able to do about it.
<3 Molly.
I do things. I am a mother. A writer. A designer. I go to school, and work from home. I have a beautiful family, with a loving husband and great grandparents for my beautiful daughter. I have my faith, I have confidence, and I have strength. I am not afraid of the critics and the hecklers out there in the world, because there are two types of people; those who do, and those who ridicule.
So after I got offline, I went and watched Heckler by Jamie Kennedy on Showtime. And it reminded me of these things, that somebody that calls you an idiot is just trying to get a rise out of you. They are trying to make themselves feel better for being a nobody who has never accomplished anything in their meaningless life.
I look at you, girl, and I see your sadness. And it hurts my heart to think that you live in such a miserable state of mind, that you don't have anything better to do than criticize others to make yourself feel better.
Yea, I might not "get it," I might be an "idiot," and on drugs, but you know what? I'm going somewhere. I'm going to be somebody. I'm making a name for myself. I have a 3.6 GPA and went to school my entire pregnancy. I had a csection and was ready to start my next quarter when my daughter was a week old. So I went to school, hurting and doped up, walked into that classroom, and decided that the pain was well worth it.
Because I LOVE adobe. I LOVE painting and creating and slicing and disolving and pen points and distortion and watermarks and blur and the ability to choose from like... a BILLION colors! and I LOVE to write! I love to write about people that hate on me. And I pray for people that hate me. And I wonder to myself, "Why? Why do they waste their time trying to bring me down off my high? BUZZKILL NIGGA.
I am a woman of the crucifix. Jesus Christ is my saivor, and I try to walk in his footsteps, and I never will walk the exact path, but I can walk beside Him. And because of that, you will never bring me down again. And I will keep being me and I'll continue to call the cops if i think some chick is getting beat up by some dude twice her size, and I will NOT think twice about it. Because guess what PUNK NIGGA!! I'm SAVED and I'm Free and I'm happy and there's nothing that you or anybody else will be able to do about it.
<3 Molly.
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Monday, May 4, 2009
Camfrog fighting
Is a HORRIBLE expierence and is not recommended for anybody with a real heart and sensitivities. because they WILL find your weakness. These people are brutal and cruel and totally preverse. If you have low confidence as it is, do NOT go in here. If you have an eating disorder, do NOT go in here. if you are anything on the following list, do NOT go into FIGHT ROOMS.
if you are:
sensitive
lacking in confidence
talented
black or of mixed race
depressed
but on the other hand, you might find people if you're
angry
racist
Overly dominant with a desire to be overly powerful and viewing in one's self as more superior.
These people are sad. And we should have a moment of prayer for the people stuck in that vortex of the "Camfrog Haters" societies.
if you are:
sensitive
lacking in confidence
talented
black or of mixed race
depressed
but on the other hand, you might find people if you're
angry
racist
Overly dominant with a desire to be overly powerful and viewing in one's self as more superior.
These people are sad. And we should have a moment of prayer for the people stuck in that vortex of the "Camfrog Haters" societies.
Heartbreaking Reality Check.
I'm not sure what I want to write about, but it's an urge, you see... and outlet. To get everything off my shoulders that has been bothering me. I've been getting waaaayyy too deep into this camfrog thing. It's almost like an addiction, you see. I've been spending hours upon hours typing and looking and laughing and wishing... and why? For what? I love Daniel very much. Yea, we have our ups and downs like any couple, but the bible wins again with it's words of wisdom. Even the thought of adultury is sinful... thus meaning that adultury can distroy your current relationship, because it's brought on by demons.
We have to fight the demons. We have to be good to be free. I'm tired of fighting a battle that can simply be stopped by a little willpower. And it's almost sickening, somebody told me to "go fuck yourself," and it really hurt. He was my favorite camfrog person thus far, and I guess i hurt his feelings. But then i remembered this is camfrog, and I have a real man in the other room, and this is simply entertainment.
I don't want to play with people that will try to hurt my heart. Because that's not what there for. I'm there to make friends, to have fun and just flirt. I don't want to leave my husband, I won't leave my husband, and I hope he can have the same kind of fun that I have with camfrog... I don't mind if he wants to jerk off while looking at a big tittied chick, because then he's not getting me to do it. And I can have a little fun, but i won't ever show myself because that's not who I am. My body is for the one man that I love, his name is Daniel, and if you can't accept what I just said, you don't want to be my friend.
Because I will play with your heart and then I'll end up ripping it out and stomping on it... unintentionally.
I am an artist. A writer. A believer. A follower of Christ. A lover and a dreamer, who is simply trying to find understanding in this thing that we call life.
<3 Molly.
We have to fight the demons. We have to be good to be free. I'm tired of fighting a battle that can simply be stopped by a little willpower. And it's almost sickening, somebody told me to "go fuck yourself," and it really hurt. He was my favorite camfrog person thus far, and I guess i hurt his feelings. But then i remembered this is camfrog, and I have a real man in the other room, and this is simply entertainment.
I don't want to play with people that will try to hurt my heart. Because that's not what there for. I'm there to make friends, to have fun and just flirt. I don't want to leave my husband, I won't leave my husband, and I hope he can have the same kind of fun that I have with camfrog... I don't mind if he wants to jerk off while looking at a big tittied chick, because then he's not getting me to do it. And I can have a little fun, but i won't ever show myself because that's not who I am. My body is for the one man that I love, his name is Daniel, and if you can't accept what I just said, you don't want to be my friend.
Because I will play with your heart and then I'll end up ripping it out and stomping on it... unintentionally.
I am an artist. A writer. A believer. A follower of Christ. A lover and a dreamer, who is simply trying to find understanding in this thing that we call life.
<3 Molly.
Sunday, May 3, 2009
Cam Frog Pro Review
This totally awsome blend of IMing and Video chat totally rocks. 5 star rating. :) yey. anyway,
I don't know if it's having a tension buildup or what. but something is not right in our household this morning. get kind of a sick, adulturious feeling going on in our house right now. Maybe I'll go smoke a bowl.
I don't know if it's having a tension buildup or what. but something is not right in our household this morning. get kind of a sick, adulturious feeling going on in our house right now. Maybe I'll go smoke a bowl.
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