I'm not sure what I want to write about, but it's an urge, you see... and outlet. To get everything off my shoulders that has been bothering me. I've been getting waaaayyy too deep into this camfrog thing. It's almost like an addiction, you see. I've been spending hours upon hours typing and looking and laughing and wishing... and why? For what? I love Daniel very much. Yea, we have our ups and downs like any couple, but the bible wins again with it's words of wisdom. Even the thought of adultury is sinful... thus meaning that adultury can distroy your current relationship, because it's brought on by demons.
We have to fight the demons. We have to be good to be free. I'm tired of fighting a battle that can simply be stopped by a little willpower. And it's almost sickening, somebody told me to "go fuck yourself," and it really hurt. He was my favorite camfrog person thus far, and I guess i hurt his feelings. But then i remembered this is camfrog, and I have a real man in the other room, and this is simply entertainment.
I don't want to play with people that will try to hurt my heart. Because that's not what there for. I'm there to make friends, to have fun and just flirt. I don't want to leave my husband, I won't leave my husband, and I hope he can have the same kind of fun that I have with camfrog... I don't mind if he wants to jerk off while looking at a big tittied chick, because then he's not getting me to do it. And I can have a little fun, but i won't ever show myself because that's not who I am. My body is for the one man that I love, his name is Daniel, and if you can't accept what I just said, you don't want to be my friend.
Because I will play with your heart and then I'll end up ripping it out and stomping on it... unintentionally.
I am an artist. A writer. A believer. A follower of Christ. A lover and a dreamer, who is simply trying to find understanding in this thing that we call life.
<3 Molly.
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